K1's Thoughts...: Quick Hit (2)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Quick Hit (2)

I do this sometimes, it eases my mind /
to rip and flip lines and make them all rhyme /
I know things always work out in due time /
Regardless of my situation it seems I'm prime for /
failing or f**kin' up... it's just my luck... /
4:30 in the morning and I'm still up.../
Because I can't sleep... because it doesn't matter /
how many times I try to find peace, it escapes me /
Why can't it be... maybe because I keep /
putting my emotions out for others to scorn me... /
...but I don't know how else to be... /
Except honest, the quality defines me... /
In everything that I say and everything I do... /
In everything that I pray before I eat my food... /
In everything that I write to relieve stress... /
In everything, I can still see how I'm blessed.../
But yet...the emptiness is still there /
I look around for my friends, are they still there? /
It seems like sometimes, no one cares... /
And now emotions take over my mind, I swear /
I'm gettin teary-eyed as I f**kin write this /
4:35 and I'm pissed 'bout some old s**t /
I should be sleep, but for some reason I can't /
Body's tired, but my minds racing with this rant /
And I wanna call my friends up and tell them that I'm /
distraught and mindf**ked but I really don't know what /
to say, or even how to try to relay it /
or even know how the hell they would take it... /
...So I keep it in... it becomes my pain... /
But yet I encourage my friends not to do the same... /
I feel like a hypocrite, but to be completely honest /
there's not a person I'd trust right now to endure my summer rain /
So f**k it, I just tuck it inside and conceal it /
and if someone really cares, maybe then I'll reveal it.../

....How sad is it that when my problems don't end /
I chose to run to a blog, instead of calling a friend...

..............

...It's 4:50 in the morning, and for some reason my pillow's wet after writing this....

...not a good look...

Later.

LJ

posted by Secret. 2:28 AM

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