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Thursday, June 18, 2009
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I Know Two Friends... (Part Two)
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Part one is here: click ME.
Because I couldn't just leave it alone... whats WRONG with me??!? LOL...sarcasm... here you go...
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It's crazy how it happened. I almost went to snappin' /
and spazzin' but i decided to do some relaxin' /
That whole situation just had me tired /
It was affecting work, it almost got me fired /
It was the same situation all over again /
Friend A was crying because she didn't have friends /
And her problems for her was too much to take /
But the people who wanted to be there, she'd alienate /
Friend B was a stark contrast, she handled her /
problems on her own, she knew how to get past /
the issues in her life, ironic because she relied on Christ /
And she kept Him Head of her life /
So to me it made sense why they split ways /
Friend A was suicidal, B just gave God praise /
And I see how all of this can affect me /
But because of my stress all I could do was just grieve /
because I was still stuck with this STUPID A / (lol...did I get away with that one?)
And she wouldn't let me in her life in any way /
Well...in anyway that's significant /
But yet she's saying our friendship is heavensent? /
All she does is text me when she's lonely /
depressed, then when she's happy she's phony /
I guess...it's weird because she's never happy lately /
And her depression weighed me down, like it wanted to break me /
And she's sitting there like "Don't let it take me /
"Throw your rope, come over here and just save me" /
...But her actions discouraged my faith, see? /
So I cut her off, haven't heard from her lately/
And it sucked because of the intricate history /
of how we met but I know this isn't meant to be /
The complexity was what was keeping me /
In the situation at first, but i had to be free /
And as soon as I realized this ironically /
Something happened and in came Friend C...
Really....
So now instead of two friends, I know three /
And that way this happened was so crazy /
And friend C helped to lift the stress off me /
The funny thing is, she wasn't even trying... /
So now Friend C becomes Option A /
because whenever I'm around C, she wants me to stay /
And Friend Letter A is not an option to me /
As a matter of fact, she just swapped letters with Friend C / (lol)
Unfortunate for her that she fell to C /
Especially of how easy I had fell for "she" /
And how easily it was for her to mislead /
my emotions, so I guess it's safe to say she failed ME... /
So A is on top, B's always been a good friend /
But C's in danger from never seeing me again... /
But even still, I acknowledge C as a friend /
But she needs to get it together before I tell her to begin again...
....with a new friend...because I'm no longer in... And that's the real deal, I hope you read this line again.
Later. Shout out to the new A and the consistent B that can C what I mean...
K1ng Eljay
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posted by Secret.
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