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Thursday, May 28, 2009
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I Know Two Friends...
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True Story. No diss.
It's funny how things change.../
The more things change, the more they stay the same /
I knew two friends, they always looked after/
each other, they had each other's backs, but /
Things changed as they stayed the same /
I saw it happening and it messed with my brain /
...But I figured their friendship would easily /
maintain through an excuse that's so lame... /
It really honestly and grieved me to see /
that 18 years of friendship can be killed so easy /
They made friends and enemies green with envy /
because it seemed the friendship was heavensent, see? /
From church camps, bible studies and all that /
to even making up a dumb stupid water rap / {Don't ask. Seriously. I really don't know, lol}
From the trials and tribulations they been through /
You couldn't tell me it would end the way it did, dude... /
But that mistake was B.I.G., so I guess I was "Dead Wrong" /
especially when it came to them admitting they were dead wrong /
I guess it's not really a surprise, surprise /
that they would brush the truth away and believe the lies /
For them, it just makes the situation harder to see /
Harder for them to issue an apology /
Which makes it that much harder for me /
Because of piss-poor timing I'm caught in-between /
No Donnell Jones, this ain't "Where I Wanna Be" /
Stuck between ex-besties embroiled in beef... /
One of them overreacts and internalizes /
Everything, so stressful for me /
The other one was just fed up with the situation /
And ended conversation for her own relaxation /
I mean...of course, there's more to it than it seems /
but to think I held their friendship to such a high-esteem /
And to see this little beef somehow came in-between? /
....It's more of a nightmare than a dream.../
They were glued together, matched perfect so it seemed /
But suddenly a situation ripped it apart by the seams /
To the point where it seemed that friend letter "B" /
Doesn't want anything to do, speak, or say/
to Friend Letter "A", shame it happened this way /
Cuz now Friend Letter "A" wants the pain to go away /
But doesn't realize that her attitude's the reason /
She's losing all of her closest friends this season /
But meanwhile Friend Letter "B" is just breezin' /
Everything's gravy, she's living stress free, and /
I'm sitting here thinkin', like "I can't believe it. /
I'm stuck in this B.S. and it's not relievin' /
itself", so now I feel like I'm under-achievin' /
Allowing myself to be so deceived, and------ /
...Well....not deceived, more like "suckered in" /
Because the cycle loops around again, and it never ends /
A" and "B" don't "C" how close I am to approaching both of them /
And saying "I knew two friends, but I'd rather be alone again. /
I'm sick of the way you both are overreacting /
As far as friendships go, I've got a mind to send you packing..." /
Then I stop and think and wonder...see.... /
"What if I had a friend that did that to me?" /
So unfortunately, I still know two friends... /
I hope they have a new beginning before my time with them ends... /
Ironically, as time changes things remain the same /
They both just text me about each other, so it begins again...
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True Story. No diss. Just how I'm feeling...
If Ms. A or Ms. B reads this...
My feelings on the situation has altered. I don't care as much as the poem insinuates I do. Sad... but I can't let what y'all do stress me out. I refuse to let what happened dictate where I'm going.
I think that's good for tonight? lol...
King Eljay
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posted by Secret.
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